"I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone
All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity
Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind."
-Kansas
I wish I could dismiss Jake's absence but I can't. He is everywhere in this apartment and he follows me elsewhere. What a stupid song to honour him, but it does and I ache. It all reminds me of his eyes as he lay on the vet's table for the last time. Arrrrgh! Wish I could write here more, but all I can do is think of him.
Labels: CANDID, JAKE